YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY CATACLYSM IS COMING OUT ON TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally, the expansion everyone's been waiting for!! It's not like we've been in ICC for over a year. Nope. Not at all. Ruby Sanctum didn't count, Blizz. NO ONE DOES IT. I CAN'T WAIT TO ROLL A WORGEN AHHGHGH OMG! I've been waiting so long. I didn't get into the beta, and it's finally here. FINALLY. I will have my worgen. And goblins. YES. Life is so good.

In other news, I was supposed to take my driving test today, aaand... The insurance on my car had expired because it was a temporary card. SO he didn't let me take the test. He seemed like a total douchebag anyway, who would've failed me if I had so much as breathed on him. So I'm kinda glad I didn't take it. Annoyed, but yeah.

Anyway, that's about it. My first semester at college is almost over. Yay! And I'm stuck writing this crappy art final... Not yay.

hai hai

long time no see!
ummm
I'm dating someone now O:!
screw ben, he's a douchebag rofl
dan is my new boyfriend c: I love him, and I get to see him this friday! YAY!!!!!!!! :DDDDD I'm SOOOOO EXCITEDDDDD. yeeeee~ uhh and yeah that's about it.... wow is fun...umm... I LOVE DAN!!! <3

alright, so... I guess I was the only one who didn't see that I'd get my heart shattered into a billion pieces sooner or later? I got my ass dumped in the trash, by none other than mr. grade-A loser. well, that's what he's become, anyway. he's doing everything to get away from me, which I think is kinda funny since I wasn't going after him in the first place and he said he wouldn't. he got a new phone and blocked my number, drinks and smokes now because he's a failure, and says I was the worst thing to ever happen to him. :P yeah, it really hurts and I'm miserable. he was the love of my life, and of course, took my heart and stomped all over it and threw it in a fire and watched it burn. I wonder why this keeps happening to me. oh well. I'll get over it... someday. SO YEAH GUYS WOO.

lol... hi?

it hasn't only been..forever.
hi. xD
so uhh... I guess not much has happened? still dating ben <3, um...yeah. going to BCC for college cause I don't know what I want to do with myself :l oh well. still don't have a job -.- sigh. think I'm getting a new comp for christmas :D yay! finally *w* mine is like, 6-7 years old >.>

meh I don't feel wonderful, but what can ya do. oh well.

HAI GUISE

oh my fucking god im having like a fucking breakdown
oh my god
im so scared right now

fuck
a couple days ago ben had an asthma attack in a restaurant... his parents picked him up from princeton... he went to the doctor's the next day but they didn't see anything wrong... said it was just stress related... his lungs were still killing him...

and now... today he's been out all day at some fucking rehearsal thing... I text him and ask him if he's coming home soon...

"probably not... in a bit of an emergency... cant talk... call you in a bit..."

FUCK.

okay so awesome news: I'm freaking the fuck out! I'm scared out of my mind right now! I knew he shouldn't have gone to that rehearsal! I knew it wasn't good for him! Fucking hell.... fuck, just fuck. I've never had to deal with something like this before. fuck. fucking fuck.

DSFKSDFJSDFSSD GUYS

IS MAI BURRDEI


WOOOOOOOOOOOP



PAAAARTAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!

well... got in a fight with ryan today. -sigh- and a fight with kelly XD oy. people.


anyway... other than that.. life with ben's good. <3 mom is kinda a bitch tho, she won't let us sleep in the same freaking house  e__e I have to go to nonna's friday night. it's such a pain in the fucking ass. oh well. don't feel like writing much hjgfklg

ksdfjsd okay
so
I got back together with Ben. <3 Yay. I do miss Ryan though... but oh well. -shrugs- It's rly cold omg. I'm kinda worried about that virus that's supposed to attack tomorrow... I dunno, maybe I shouldn't be. We'll see. .3.

.... wow okay.
so like
lol wat
ryan cheated on me... then dumped me.
klfsj
okay.
sigh.
life, man. life. and ben wants me back. I dunno... maybe? we'll see...